well i just received a 'livejournal nudge' which was kinda nice... it gave me that warm and fuzzy inside feeling thinking that someone cared that i actualy hadnt been updating my livejournal lots lately. ahaha.
well its november now. and ive almost finished school... another school year down. fuck. i will be going into my final years of school now... only 2 to go. ha. i have like... 1 week left of this year i think. then freedom for 2 months or so. choosing subjects has been really hard... ive had to make some big decisions.. since i have to pick ALL of my subjects now... its like.. all up to me and its like.. ahhh... you know... ive changed them so many times... but ive finaly decided to go with: english, english literature, math methods, psychology, history of revolutions and french. so its going to be quite an academic year... i hope i can handle it all ... i think maths will be the only thing that gives me shit... i can always get out of school help if i need it.
socially... hmm... last time i wrote id just been to the strokes. wow that was the most epic day of my life ever. ahaha... hm... i got this new job... that i dont really like.. its at a milkbar but it gives me shitty hours.. so ive applied for other jobs... and if i get them it will be good... they pay better and have better hours. i really need the money.... really... all ive been thinking about has been moving out... like... its kinda stupid to wish these few years of dependance away, dont get my wrong i am enjoying them, i just want to be prepared for when i do move away. so ive been carefuly budgeting and trying not to spend too much money eating out. seriously.. eating out uses up your money soo quickly... and it gives you nothing to show for it... gah. but i really want to buy a DVD/VCR playing for the tv in my room... that will be good.. so im saving... today i am going opshopping with dylan, will and jack. i think it will be grand. well... im going to go see where i can find the cheapest dvd/vcr playing... but maybe i could pick up a good bargin as well. last night i went to dylans and will and jack were sleeping over. but i couldnt because im sick... and it was very fun.. we started playing monopoly but got bored so we went for a walk. we went to the BXM track and there were some little punk ass kids down there.. and THEY were harassing US. ahaha... he was like 10 and dylan was like... on the ground in the feotal possition going "noooo!! please stop it!" and we were all laughing at him. ahaha. that was a fun night.
hmm... my sick. i have been having this really weird pain in the lower right of my belly button... on the inside that is. and i went to the doctor and hes like... youre going to go have to have an ultrasound to see if its a haeomorage... so.. gah. thats not going to be fun. i hope its not.. but i suppose its better then diabeties which i could have alternativly. ahah... better safe then sorry i suppose.. it could be nothing and i could be over reacting to a little pain... but it was really really sore...
okay i have to go now. im going shopping with mum.. to the CO-OP! yeah.. well.. i can update more later. but yeah.
well yes, its been a while... actualy i think it was july 1st since last time i updated properly. it all seemed to become too much.. i got sick of updating everyday.. like i felt like i was forcing myself. so.. i kinda stopped.
but here i am now... armed with my Pompelmo Italian Soft drink (grapefruit flavour) and my tv (playing 'its me or the dog') i feel like writing.
i guess since july 1st things havent changed all that much. nah of course they have everythings changed. i suppose things have changed a lot more in a few months then they normally would, since my normal updating habits stopped. i dunno... what do i write after so long? i cant even remember specific things i should say to bring everything up to date.
i saw the strokes in concert. i know.. THE STROKES. i saw julian casablacas. it was the best night of my life. they were so great live... the drums were so much better. it was just great
on that note here is julian casablancas, the fox, being hounded by moscowian babes. get my joke? fox.. hounded.. ahah loser.
theres talk of going to europe again next year. hm... it will be warmer if we go (in september this time) so.. excellent? how do you respond to it...
weve done a lot of planning for after school in class. next year (if i get what i want) ill be taking - english, literature, psychology, math methods, chemistry, history of revolutions. it will be alright.. maths and chemistry will probably cause me the most trouble.. but thats only 2/5 of my course.
i wanna be an archaeologist. ever since i was 9 i wanted to be an archaeologist. but i also would like to be an psychologist... but archaeologist or anthrapologist first.. problem is... there isnt a big call for those kinda jobs, and i dont want to end up being a history teacher.. and also id have to move to europe. there isnt really a great deal of things in australia to dig up yet.. since weve only really been here for 200 years. but thats okay with me, i want to live in europe. i should probably keep learning french though.. it would make sence.. oh well... they all speak english. i can learn more french after school if i need to.
but i am really sick of this year. it seems so pointless you know... some of it isnt.. like english and advanced maths seem important since theyre going to help me next year.. but everything else ive pretty much stopped giving a real effort. i just want next year.. have some.. pressure? i dont know.. some meaning to what im doing.. doing what i want to.. it will be better.
i worked today. i made mysefl up a bad of mixed lollies.. im going to sit up in bed tonight, eat them, and watch an sbs movie or something. write in my diary. sounds good.
it was good. cold.. yes... winter is definantly here now. coold windy, no more sunny shine.
i said i wasnt going to buy anything. but i was really kidding myself. we went to chaple street and i bought a jumper from eurotrash. i am sick of black. anything i bought i wanted to be colourful. the jumper is light blue and white stripped its from the 60's. its kinda poofey but thats how its meant to be. i got a blue flowery skirt from shag. it was nice in chaple street. busy.. so many people going about their business. i love it there... i always wonder... they have their own dramas, problems, fears and dreams.. and if everyone does.. it makes you feel so small.. so insignificant.. but also so.. induvidual at the same time. i heart heart heart melbourne. i also bought a white skirt from cotton on. it was cheap.. i had to... and some blue beads. oh yeah.. and a beatles CD.
i sleeped over. and i sleeped well.
into the city the next day... convincing myself that i didnt need to buy anything else. only to let the promise slip through my EFTPOS card again. i ended up getting, a vanilla frappe, a strokes t-shirt, a bright yellow skirt, badges and some shoes for the formal. so it was a big buy up. yes it was. also saw the TV exhibition in fed square. it was awesome. there were like... 500 tv's all along one wall. it said not to take a photo but i did anyway. and got told off.
anyway.. im tired and bothered now. annoyed at my own.. self.. sometimes it gets like that.
my life is going through a transition stage right now. its always difficult when thingsd are changing.. but nothing stays the samw forever. i wish people could realise that i want to change. and give me some space.
the rest of the holiday was good. wasnt long, but was fun.
i bought a dress for the formal. its nice... i tried on another one i liked better though.. but everyone said this one suited me more, so im not going to go against that. i should have taken a photo of it.. so i could have shown people the other one... oh well.
i saw mrs ownes once more.. in this market thing. but i just ignored her again.
we bought a dijeredoo (spelling??) mum wanted one to go next to our 'fire place'
ive been looking at the strokes concert which is august 6. ahh i want to go... im going to try and get mum to talk to rachael about it today and maybe madeleine and i will be able to go. prehaps be able to rustle up some other strokes fans. tickets are only $64. its at festival hall and doors open at 7.50.
in qld i went to the reef and went snorkling. i got burnt. and sea sick from the boat we went on. ahh.. the sea was so rough.. i almost vomited. but the reef was nice... i saw the biggest turtle.. ever! it was seriously about 1.70cm long.
so far i have come up with a few reasons why you shouldnt live here.
1- its either hot or hot and wet 2- everyone is a bogan eg: i saw a sign that said KEEP OFF THE BLOODY GRASS! 3- their scary wildlife eg: gekkos and crocodiles 4- you have the best beaches in the world but you cant swim in them eg: jellyfish and sharks 5- you have no where to go for a holiday eg: warrnambool? 6- when you do come for a holiday you see your teaches here eg: i saw mrs ownes :| 7- everybody is more tanned then you.
and so on. i mean.. queensland is nice.. for a holiday. but i reckon it'd kinda suck to live here.
ahah the sign made me laugh. i was like.. bahaah queenslanders.
and i DID see mrs ownes. with 'mr' ownes. i assume it was him. all im saying was that it wasnt mr wills.
greta i tried you send you an email but i forgot what your email was!!! :| i couldnt remember for the life of me! it was so strnage.
im going to go for a swim when i get back to the resort. i havbent been yet coz it isnt that hot. very overcast.
the humid weather has made me hair so extremely curly. like... fluffy curly. so strange. but nobody else in QLD cares.. so.. whatever.
10 desicions shape your life. youd be awaer of 5 about. 7 ways to go to school. either your noticed or left out. 7 ways to get a head 7 reasons to drop out. and she said, i can see you in my eyes, he said i can see you in my pants. thats not just friendship thats romance too. you like music we can dance to. sit me down. shut me up. ill calm down. and ill get along with you. there is a time when we all fail. some people take it pretty well. some take it all out on themselves. some they just take it out on friends. oh everybody plays the game, and i fyou dont youre called insane. dont its not safe no-more, we cant see you one more time. send you above. sit me down. shut me up. ill calm down and ill get along with you. everybody was well dressed. and everybody was a mess. 6 things without fail that you mnust do so that your woman loves just you. all the girls played mental games. and all the guys were dressed the same. why not try it all. if you only remember it. sit me down. shut me up. ill calm down. ill get along with you.
im in a bad mood. been packing for qld and everyone been touching my stuff and in my room. cant they fuck off and let me pack myself? farrrrk so annoyed right now.
went to madiis today. made giant freckles and ate lots of melted chocolate. feel sick. also went on a big walk, i bought slicksticks. they were the only thing i could afford. damn paddle pops going over a dollar.
madii and i also painted our converse. theyre odd.. but they look cool. i justleft them there.
i had a hot bath. actualy ive been shit off all day. gah.. i have a long car ride tomorrow as well. ill probably be all angry for that too. its probably just PMS. -sigh-
were having roast chicken for tea. but im not hungry from eating too much melted chocolate.
i have been day dreaming a lot lately. its so nice.
well ive just spent the last few hours giving my room a huge clean. getting rid of clothes i dont wear anymore, packing away crap, and dusting. there was a LOT of dust around my tv. but it looks a lot better now.. i had so many boxes, plastic container and half full drink bottles everywhere! lots of drink bottles.. that was strange. also pulled down some old posters and put back up ones which fell down by themselves. the next step is to move my bed to the other wall, get a book shelf and something to put my jewely on, and then a desk.
horray.
i feel so dusty.
today was out of uniform. it was pretty cold too.
saw the grahams and roaring forties play again as well.
and i also had a piano lesson.
hardwired tomorrow night. i am looking forward to that. madii requested the staying over at my house. and were taking callum as well. it will be good..
nobody is online. strange. i might go do some more cleaning then.
well.. my weekend has been excelent.. but for some reason, exhaustion maybe, i feel really flat... and like... like something biggger should have happened.. but oh well
i went to madiis with dylan and jack. we started our bonfire. but then madii stood on the tin and it all fell out onto her gound. she got a little burn, but starting the fire again was soo hard! ecerything got wet and it made so much smoke. but we did it.. and greta and callum came. we burnt 4 'does my head look big in this?' books. it was satisfying.
we went for a walk and played with the horses near madiis house. we had nachos for dinner.. they were nice.
dylan and jack went ho0me at 9. and madii greta and i went to bed at around 12.
in the morning we wrote and recorded a song. i got really nervous : |
then we got to radio at 3.45. and so did clarke and matt. and we set up.. all the other turned up and we got everything working.
the show went really well. 3 songs each plus an interview. it was goood... a bit social... yeah nice.. but im tired. ill be going to bed soon.. go write about this in my journal.. put in a few more.. personal.. details about it all. watch law and order too.. SVU is on tonight..., yeaaah i like law and order.
i had a strange dream last night that i was a superhero.... a superhero, with angelina jolie. weird stuff.
i worked today. wasnt bad.. i served this reallly hot guy with a tattoo on his lower stomache. it was very attractive. also served this guy with awesome blond dreddies.
i got $85. pretty good.
i watched 4 ahh real monsters episodes. they were good.
its pretty damn cold. -2.5 in the morning :| and still really really coold now.. my feet are freezing!
our house was in the paper! : | in the 'domain' part. strange.. mum showed it to me.. its a photo and little article.
going to madiis tomorrow. looking forward to monday.
YES! can you believe it!? the roaring forties have music! recorded songs. how fantastic. go to www.myspace.com/roaring40s to hear them! its amazing.
being friday not much happened... we watched this funny old black and white movie called 12 angry men. and they indeed were angry. one guy sounded like yogi bear. ahah.
i had to show my sister how to use the bus. so i met her there and i took the bus down the street. and talked to madii, clarke and jackie while clarke waited for his bus. it was splendid talk.
aha inscience... we had to make people out of vegetables to like.. symbolise gentics.. and yeah.. madiis and i was called Oliver. he was our loove child.
it doesnt matter how many times i have to write it, i always have to check the spelling for Halllelujah.
today was good.. legal studies..
then in graphics, madii had made a nice poster for our radio show next monday, hand drawn, so i went into her art class and we painted them all different colours. it was great fun. we then stuck them up around school.
we had this weird performance.. which i didnt really understand all that well. it was.. unusual. but the guy was so hot! at first i thought... nah hes not hot.. then i realised yes, he was.. extremely hot.
i caught the bus with madii down the street. today it was more sucessful then last time, when i had to get off just as we were pulling out. so we talked to clarke, about his half coloured eye and how silly jackie is.
then we painted kulcha shift. and... : | i met serafina09.. FROM LIVEJOURNAL! like.. i knew she lived in warrnambool.. but like.. ah.. she was there. and we painted. io got paint on the back of my jumper because brooke and jak were laughing at something.. so i went to see and stood in the just painted doorway, saw what it was and started laughing and lent back anf got it all over me. but it was sooo worth it, it was 2 gumnuts and a leaf that, from a certain, angle looked like a penis and balls.. ahaha omg i laughed forever. how old am i? ahaha
i went to the year 10 drama night. it was good. the movies were fun. greta looked hot wearing her fat suit.
so its been a great day.. AND... no school tomorrow.
last night i rang clarke and we talked about the radio show. the forties are going to play, and i needed to know THEN if the grahams would as well. so i called him.. and he said they wanted to. so i got all that organised.
then today we organised that we will go our on wednesday and buy some cd's to give away and some thankyou presents for the guys. there will be 7 of them! 7 hot band boys in our studio for 2 hours. jack, marcus, kyle, clarke, matt, tim and wil. so we will have to find appropriate presents for each. prehaps picks for the guitar players?
My life would be so much more duller if we didnt have kulcha shift projects or the radio show.
i got all A+'s on my 3 folio pieces. soo happy about that. AND i got an 8 on my essay. concitering there were no 9's and only two 10's i think an 8 is worth about a million peppermint freddo frogs. also.. ms shultz told madii and i she wanted to publish our storys in some book! ahh i was so stoked about that too.. even though this story is pretty personal.. people dont have to know that. she said they were really good and wanted to submit them.
we had saxophone quartet too. mr inwgerson told us we had been entered into the eisteddfod. gah. were going to play when im 64 (YAY) and some other Symphony lV or something. but that should be alright. maybe ill practise for it.
i posted my letter to ROVE!! what the..? so.. all australian people have to watch rove next week to see if it gets played. its penis related. of course... so you gotta watch and see if it comes on. i hope it does.. its sent in from 'emma bird, dylan buzolich and william russle of warrnambool victoria'
i also had radio. it was good. god, its been a good day. good start to the week. i hope the rest of the week wil be just as good. i predict it will be. XD some how.. things are looking mighty fine.
i need to get a desk into my room... so i can set up my laptop in there and stuff like that. so we went looking for loft beds. but there were none. but we found a place that sells them so i think im going to get one soon. that should be good.. more room in my room.
apart from that i havent done anything. a bit of homework, a lot of thinking. yeah not much. we have this wednesday off. yay.
on friday because madii and i couldnt do anything saturday-day we had a sleepover-movie-night sort of event at jaks. it was good. we got 6 movies for 10 dollars. they were.. elephant, thirteen, the swimming pool, session 9, the united states of leiland aaaand... god uhm.... i cant remember the last one damn it. we watched 3.. the others we can watch another night i guess.
madii left in the morning and then we didnt do much. punhcy, hana and brookie came at 2. and we had a good chat. but i had to leave at 2.30. i got to work and i made a cheesecake and 2 jelly slices. it was good. i got to eat peanut brittle.
i also got $85. which is excelent yay. i now have... =85+95+130+85-20 to take on melbourne camp.. -calculates- 375! yay... plus another 130 next month. so.. im like.. monie monie monie.. always funie... in a rich mans world. i will buy so much on melbourne camp. like.. a neon coca-cola lamp.. or something crazy like that. i saw one in southbank i liked... $200 though.. hmm... clothes are more important.. then jewlerly and make up.. then neon clocks.. we'll see
i got my hardwired ticket. yay. was only $15. thats a down price from last year.
ahaha.. and.. we rushed to get on the bus.. and just as it was pulling out we yelled STOP OMG WE HAVE TO GET OFF THE BUS!! because we forgot to hand in our english folio pieces, which means we would have failed! it was so close, then we had to walk! grah.
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